warning: studying results in insanity

[teaonthestairs]

I have been BANNED from panicking about the exams - even moderate anxiety has been denied. I'm also not allowed to say I'm not prepared or that I'm going to fail - on pain of death. Not my death though - so it's not really that much of a threat. 

My friends are mean. And also completely irritating. THIS IS A FREE COUNTRY AND I CAN PANIC IF I WANT TO.

I have successfully convinced a lot of people that I know what I'm doing, I think I have fooled them with my over-confident stage show and my willingness to ask a LOT of questions. Also to read ahead in my lecture notes. I am a con-artist of nursing and combine that with my brilliant multichoicing ability I am going to FAIL (delicious taste of failure - its like being back in year 9 maths again). 

Makes no sense? HA! Thats what exams do to you! 

I HAVE BEEN BANNED FROM PANICKING. I'm a little annoyed - I mean I THRIVE on panic - its what makes me not sleep! WHOO! 

My mother sends me messages from Geneva to go to bed, she also gets my aunty to ring up and make sure I haven't had a breakdown from stress and she sends me emails that make me cry. 

WHEE! VENIPUNCTURE!

Comments

[serenitysea.livejournal.com]

Let us just take a moment and breathe.

...

Yes!

I feel clearer already!

There is no panic because there is nothing to panic about.

It's very zen, really.

ps: sounds like your parents rock, btw.

[rosiew.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to be Zen, really! But its just not me! Plus! Insanity is fun! *tackles*

[serenitysea.livejournal.com]

*is tackled*

Eh. Zen is overrated anyway. :D