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[teaonthestairs]

I love you guys so hard. Thanks for everything yesterday with my uh kinda-sorta, semi, really small breakdown

So last night was kind of a low for me - after that post was made I chucked a major tantrum - like throwing books across my room, swearing and slamming doors tantrum - very worthy of a 2 year old. Amazingly I didn't wake anyone else up in the house - even though I have no door to my room and it was 2 in the morning. Good news is that my computer is semi-fixed, I can use it but I'm a bit hesitant to put any strain on it until I can wipe the hard disk and reprogram it again, I have everything backed-up, I'm not going to lose anything but I will have a nice, semi-new shiny computer that actually works! But that won't happen for a couple of weeks - that means icons might be a bit scarce for a while.

Tonight a couple of Kenyan women come over for dinner - mum had meet them while gardening out the front and they wanted to meet me, I got a heap of awesome advice and an offer to stay with Minnie's family in the highlands of Kenya - it would be awesome to do so. They also gave me a kickarse necklace, as seen below (I so was a game show hostess in my previous life), and Lillie and Dad got into a discussion with them about the effect of the expansion of the British empire. It was fun all round, and in a couple of weeks we're going down the street to their place for traditional African food, should be very, very yum.

Oh! I passed the first of the two tests you need to get my license, oh yay, I don't know who's idea it was to encourage me to drive - I despise it with passion. I hate having that kind of responsibility over a vehicle I feel is just inside my control - plus I am so going to end up the driver for ALL my friends - none of them are really even thinking of getting their license.

On Monday I get my exams results back, nearly only four days. I'm so freaking out - what happens if I can't get the score I want to get into the course I want and then I end up having to apply for a job a Maccas - which won't take me anyway because by then I'll be too old and living off the dole - and I'll never achieve my plan for world domination peace!! /hysterical

Oh and thanks LJ for the sending of the comments you didn't send before - two weeks late.

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When I get tired and things just don't work I tend to regress and throw tantrums, I shouldn't but they make me feel silly and my problems then don't seem so big. I don't have a door to my room at all - so I slammed the bathroom door and throw my heavy art books around the room - and pillows, throwing pillows is a really good way to get out anger - and they don't break things which is good when the tantrum is over.

I feel kind of creepy wearing bone around my neck - but I just can't resist the pretty!

To get your P's here - which are like a half license, you can drive without someone else in the car but you can't drink at all and there is a limited amount of vehicles you can drive - you have to pass a computer test, then an eye sight test and then a actual in the car driving test. Its all pretty scary. I drove during a really heavy thunderstorm the other day and it was so, so, so scary and bad - and then I accidentally left the head lights on and drained the battery.

I'm thinking happy thoughts - but not good because I don't want to be disappointed.

I'm getting comments now like 4 hours after they were posted! It’s so irritating!