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I love you guys so hard. Thanks for everything yesterday with my uh kinda-sorta, semi, really small breakdown

So last night was kind of a low for me - after that post was made I chucked a major tantrum - like throwing books across my room, swearing and slamming doors tantrum - very worthy of a 2 year old. Amazingly I didn't wake anyone else up in the house - even though I have no door to my room and it was 2 in the morning. Good news is that my computer is semi-fixed, I can use it but I'm a bit hesitant to put any strain on it until I can wipe the hard disk and reprogram it again, I have everything backed-up, I'm not going to lose anything but I will have a nice, semi-new shiny computer that actually works! But that won't happen for a couple of weeks - that means icons might be a bit scarce for a while.

Tonight a couple of Kenyan women come over for dinner - mum had meet them while gardening out the front and they wanted to meet me, I got a heap of awesome advice and an offer to stay with Minnie's family in the highlands of Kenya - it would be awesome to do so. They also gave me a kickarse necklace, as seen below (I so was a game show hostess in my previous life), and Lillie and Dad got into a discussion with them about the effect of the expansion of the British empire. It was fun all round, and in a couple of weeks we're going down the street to their place for traditional African food, should be very, very yum.

Oh! I passed the first of the two tests you need to get my license, oh yay, I don't know who's idea it was to encourage me to drive - I despise it with passion. I hate having that kind of responsibility over a vehicle I feel is just inside my control - plus I am so going to end up the driver for ALL my friends - none of them are really even thinking of getting their license.

On Monday I get my exams results back, nearly only four days. I'm so freaking out - what happens if I can't get the score I want to get into the course I want and then I end up having to apply for a job a Maccas - which won't take me anyway because by then I'll be too old and living off the dole - and I'll never achieve my plan for world ~~domination~~ peace!! /hysterical

Oh and thanks LJ for the sending of the comments you didn't send before - two weeks late.

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The necklace is so nice & that sounds super cool :)

Driving *blech* but is seems to be necessary!

Good luck with your exam results & remember to breathe and centre yourself [/end channelling side-kick]

And yes tis wonderful getting the messages from two weeks ago isnt it?

I love the necklace, its so pretty... though I think its made out of bones, which is a little weird but... the pretty!

I hate driving, and I have a driving lesson in an hour and its so annoying and irriating and just so damn nessecrary! We should like learn to fly or something!

I'm so trying to breathe right now but I'm still kinda freaking out - this time on Monday I'll either be on top of the moon or like trying to cover myself in mud to hide my grief!

I keeping getting them and I get confused - I'm all like 'Didn't I already answer these?!' and then I got and be more confused. shutup I just woke up... I'm all mashmallow brained.

The pretty always outways any ick factor :)

Hope your driving lessons goes/went well! Yes we so should learn to fly much easier! bwhahahaa

You'll be fine breathe relax and just say that you did your best which is what you did right? and then get angry at the hard markers or something?

Yes tis scaring me slightly too marshmallowed brained in the morning too!

I'm sorry I wasn't there. I've been very bad about commenting on my flist or checking it in general what with school and finals coming up. I'm glad you're doing better now. Don't freak out about exam results, ok! I tell myself that you only get to freak out AFTER you've found them. Not before. So, be positive!

I so understand where your coming from, a few weeks ago I could bearly look at my flist, exams and the ending of school was all I could really concentrate on. Thankyou for now though, and thats good advice, logical advice... I just hate waiting though!

I hate waiting, too. But you'll be amazed at how surprising the results can be. :) You'll be ok.

hey, I added you to my friends list, we have lot things in common...

Awesome! Adding you back now!

I totally wish I could throw that kind of tantrum. Problem is there really isn't much in my room right now to trash. And my door's a thin hollow-core dore that doesn't slam well, unfortunately. Believe me, I've tried. The only doors that slam well are the exterior doors and my brother's door, since he has a nice re-modeled room. (I love how he's had his room re-modeled twice and my parents are just now getting to mine. I had to deal with '70s-kitsch wallpaper and ugly-ass gold carpet since I was 4.)

Very nice necklace. Though it being made out of bone ups the ick factor.

Oh, and don't feel bad. Driving here, especially when it's raining or snowing, is hazardous, mostly because of the fuckwits on the road are too damn scared to drive and end up causing more accidents than if they weren't being stupid. And you have to pass 3? Damn! I wish! Then most of the idiots might be kept off the road here. At least I'm not driving people around. I took people home a few times because their rides either weren't available or they bailed. On the bright side for you, you might be able to charge them gas money. *g*

As far as your exam scores goes, think happy thoughts.

Yeah, it's really helpful when they send them two weeks late, isn't it?*sporks LJ* They're STILL having problems with sending them out, even though they say they fixed the problem. I'll believe it when I see it.

Sweetness

When I get tired and things just don't work I tend to regress and throw tantrums, I shouldn't but they make me feel silly and my problems then don't seem so big. I don't have a door to my room at all - so I slammed the bathroom door and throw my heavy art books around the room - and pillows, throwing pillows is a really good way to get out anger - and they don't break things which is good when the tantrum is over.

I feel kind of creepy wearing bone around my neck - but I just can't resist the pretty!

To get your P's here - which are like a half license, you can drive without someone else in the car but you can't drink at all and there is a limited amount of vehicles you can drive - you have to pass a computer test, then an eye sight test and then a actual in the car driving test. Its all pretty scary. I drove during a really heavy thunderstorm the other day and it was so, so, so scary and bad - and then I accidentally left the head lights on and drained the battery.

I'm thinking happy thoughts - but not good because I don't want to be disappointed.

I'm getting comments now like 4 hours after they were posted! It’s so irritating!

Everyone deserves to have a tantrum once in a while. Very therepeutic. Glad that you're feeling better.

It's so lovely that you got to meet these lovely people! And what a beautiful necklace. You have a very nice, um neck and mouth :D

You will be so fine with your results. I've said it before and I'll say it again. *hugs*

I have tantrums more then once in a while... but lets keep that on the downlow okaydokey? I want to appear... mature and umm... good mannered and such.

They were pretty cool people, Minnie talked A LOT! and was quiet amusing.

WHAT HAPPENS IF I FAIL?!!?! Will you still looove me?!?!?!

Have you been able to get in touch with xanya recently? I haven't heard from her in days!

Oh, I love the word downlow! And yeah, well, I'm much older than you and I've felt like throwing a few tantrums lately. Nothing wrong with that!

I will always love you!! [should I burst into song now!] Give me a yell to let me know that you're okay and happy and celebrating or whatever.

Have you heard from xanya now?? I know that she was avoiding LJ for various reasons, but I think she's been around. This is properly quite backdated now.

I love using the word downlow, its fun and just such a nifty word - plus it can be so twsited at times to make everything sounds so much dirtier then its meant, which sounds weird and just weird but I have to get my amusemnet somewhere!

You should always burst into song around me - I need to be seneranded and worshipped. We didn't do much in celebration - I went out to dinner with the fam, it was okay but I'm so tired! I hardly got any sleep last night and I worked today!

Yep, I'm all down with the hearing from xanya, I saw her breifly last night too which was supercool - she lent me her House DVDs and i got to, finally, see the last ep!

Hehe, I like downlow for it's awesome, good clean niftiness [another cool word], but yes, I can see the twisting for the dirty. Of course you would love it for that too, rosiesun!

Oh, here's the comment where you replied to my sms that I mentioned. Still cool! Make sure you get some more sleep tonight. And no dreams of scary spiders. I hope you have dreams of Sark or House or Josh, or you know, pretty shiny things! Ooh, I went for a walk today and a magpie stalked me, and that reminded me of you because magpies like shiny things, and so do you. Heh. Random. [and implies that I am shiny - hehe]

Hee! You so slipped into street talk there dude! So glad that you got to see her and talk to her and you got to see Honeymoon!!! Without having to steal or dodge xanya's booby traps. Awesome.

I need to keep myself entertained! If thats results in mind in the gutter material I can't help it! *g* Nifty is one of my favourite words - its just such an awesome word!

I can't help it - I'm using multiple methods of communication - but mostly I've just misplaced my phone! I also had a dream that my cat came into my room singing about strawberries - she actually came in meowing but... was delusional! I hate swooping magpies! They are all so out to get me! You are shiny1 Like fire!

I am so all down with the street talm yo! I'm a homey and in a gang and stuff brotha. I don't know what the hell I'm saying! Honeymoon was awesome - though the last bit with House and his cane made me want to hug him! *is a puddle of goo*

Well, mind in the gutter is entertaining. Oh my, I have to use nifty more often. It's so shiny and cool.

Heh - yeah, you told me about that dream already - and it made me laugh. This is what happens when we talk in lovely random circles and in many many comments. Misplaced, or lost? Because I freak out when I think I've lost my phone. Gah, the other day there were like four magpies in my backyard cawing at each other as I tried to put the washing out. I was scared. I don't want to burst into flames!!

You are street! xanya was going to do a rap with Cress because they are also Brunswick street. Oh gosh - House trying to walk kills me. So much.

I try and use nifty as much as possible - I mean it can fit into any situation.

I did! Well aren't you lucky to be told twice! *g* Our random circles are so educational though! I mean then no one can know what we are REALLY talking about. I found it on my desk - under some paper, it been sitting infront of me all day and I didn't notice....

I have so much street cred I'm giving it away! It killed me dead - I was so much inlove with him and I want hime to come back!

NIFTY NIFTY NIFTY!! It doesn't even need a situation!! :D

Hehe, but then I don't know what we are REALLY talking about! It's all so much fun though. Oh, I should have messaged you and you could have followed the sound!! Glad that you found it though.

Heh, you're a comic and you know it, dude, yo!! House DVDs for Christmas!! Not many more sleeps for you.

When you say it just outload, really loadly, in an unexpected situation and no one expects it - it even works then! Though then people start backing away.

What are we talking about? See we have to talk in code to each other and so we don't know whats going on to save us from the spies! THEY ARE ALL OUT TO GET US!!!

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Oh, I find that there are many things that get people backing away! Laughing at nothing. Talking to yourself. Heh. And hey, I'm doing this fun list exchange with einhorn_13, and best words that need to be used more often is one of them, and nifty is so on it. Along with vexation. Heh.

The banana inside the book is poisoned. Don't forget the pie. Look, they will never get us now with this code!!!

You smell would get people backing away pretty fast wouldn't it? *g* I'm so mean - (THIS IS THE ONLY TIME EVER I WILL ADMIT IT! because your so the mean one!) I can't help it! I'm tired! I've been working, which was on the bad side of not fun today which was broing, but I got paid! *strokes money*

The wrapping paper is in the car, the piegion is one the move, I'm going to back the cake.

My comment got cut off before and now I can't remember what I was going to say! Stupid LJ!

I DON'T SMELL!! And ah, so you'll admit you're mean when you're tired *stores info away* I got paid this week too. Which was a good thing because I spent so much on presents yesterday.

The football is ready. I'll meet you by the fountain. The spider will eat the elephant.

LJ deleted a comment I made to you that I was sure that I had posted. DAMN YOU LJ!!

YES YOU DO!! I do anything when I'm tired - even sleep occassionly. HA!! That storing of info so wasn't an innocent act! HA!! Most of my pay went to paying my dad back for tram tickets and xanyas christmas pressie, I love using my dads credit card!

The tea is cold. The record player is broken. The blinds are now closed.

LJ is just being stupid today. Stupid LJ.

How do you know?!?! NO smells through LJ :D Oooh, what did you get xanya?? *nosy*

I'll fix the record player. You warm the tea. We'll meet by the flagpole when the sunrises.

I HAVE A SMELLAPUTER!!! Like on Willy Wonka!! ONLY BETTER!!! I got her The West Wing S2, I asked her which one she wanted and she said that one because of all Josh/Donna moments!

The Concret is set. The power is on. The boardroom is ready.

Oh, that's so lovely!! I love that you're sharing TWW love, and it does have some wonderful J/D moments - 17 People!love.

And sweets, a lovely post remembering John Spencer. I'm still shocked and so sad for his family and friends.

I try to share - they don't want it. Because they're stupid. It does have some wonderful moments and the heartbreaking first two eps!

I'm watching him right now and I'm on the verge of tears because he is so awesome and excellent and I know everyone who knew him, who loved him will miss him so much and its so unfair! Stupid death.

Twinness, I have to apologise for not being around recently. It's just... a whole lot of stuff, really. I haven't even told you what happened at Schoolies, but I reckon I should sometime soon. 'Cause you're my favourite and only Twinness and I need your advice! But also, I'm really sorry for, you know, not being here for YOU, and not just for me, if you get what I mean. Probably not. I'm in a totally weird mood tonight. I think it might have something to do with... oh I don't know? TOMORROW!!!!!!! SAVE ME!!!!

Right, well, I'm glad your computer's working again. Don't ever let me desert lj like this! Ever! Wait, back to your computer. My hotmail's still not working, so I sort of feel your pain.

Okay, so I'm not big with the jewellery knowledge or any of that, but that is a really, really nice necklace. And... you look like Ruby in the picture. Something about your mouth. I think it might be because you guys are, like, related or something. So do these Kenyan people speak good English? Are they going to teach some good phrases or something? 'Cause that would be really useful, I reckon. Good timing, eh?

YAY FOR YOUR DRIVING TEST STUFF!!!! You can drive me around. Heh, I'm just taking advantage of you. Ooh, that sounds dirty. Good God, I have no idea what is wrong with me tonight. I've seriously beeen going around to all these people and leaving weird rambling comments. I feel like I could just type forever and ever and ever about nothing. Well, loosely connected things anyway. Oh my gosh, I love CJ! Sorry just had to say taht. Please, stop me now. I've lost it. Really.

Twinness that is so okay! Don't stress about it, I know what life piling up on you and everything feels weird and stuff feels like. Are you okay? Do you need a nibble? I'm always here for advice or anything you need! You're my favourite and only Twinness as well, and I love ou to pieces. I think EVERYONE is in a weird mood tonight - because tomorrow is going to seem like it will make or nreak us. I don't want to go to bed because it will thne come sooner and I don't know if I can deal.

My computer kinda, sorta fixed itself - but I need to reprogram it before its completely better. I promise I won't let you - if you seem like your doing it I'll get out a shavel and some firefly quotes and lure you back again. Stupid Hotmail! Whats wrong with it! Its the season for everything to breakdown!

I like the necklace - though the white bits are bone and it kinda sorta freaks me out a bit, but its fun to wear. The Kenyan Women spoke very good English - one is a Uni Lecturer doing her PhD over here and the other is studying at Melbourne uni, Minnie, the women doing her PhD has a daughter also studying over here but I haven't met her. They have taught me how to say hello, Jumbo, and will teach me more before I go - Minnie also offered to let me stay with her sister in Keyan - but her sister lives a long way away from Mombasa so I can't.

I am so going to drive everyonbe around - and it will mean we can go out and don't have to get a icky Taxi home. I hate taxis. I like long rambling comments and I don't think your acting weird. I hope you can get some sleep tonight and I am so CJ's girlfriend and you are like the best twinness ever! *tackles*

I'm totally stress free now! Did you get my screened comment? Yeah, it explained the stuff. Silly boys! That's why Donna's my girlfriend instead. She would never treat me badly! She's a nice girl. And so pretty!

Yeah, hotmail's still not working, and LJ is STILL not sending me all the comments! It's driving me crazy! Even tonight I haven't been getting comments from you. What the heck is wrong with it? Will things ever go back to normal? WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? Sorry, just felt like throwing that in.

Heheheh, bone? Well, that is quite creepy. I guess it's still... nice. Eh, that's their culture I suppose! So hello in Kenyan is "jumbo"? Useful. Oh, guess what? I'm going to follow in your footsteps! Well, not really. Just a little bit. I'm going to try to go to an American college as an exchange student next year! I just think it would be so much fun!

You can drive me around! Wait, I never really go anywhere. Well, I appreciate the offer anyway. Yes, CJ is just too wonderful for words. And she always gets to wear such nice dresses! There's this episode in Season Three where they all dres up and FLOTUS has a hideous dress, but CJ and Donna just look delightful.

YOU'RE the best Twinness ever!

I got it and replied in an email - because I can't reply to it on your LJ. She is so pretty - I was iconing her before and she is so pretty, I love her face - its so interesting and cute and wonderful! And she is so nice - Much better then that.... boy.

What is wrong with Hotmail!? For a while about two weeks ago it wasn't letting me send emails either - but that got better so your's should to! I've been getting belated comments and its so annoying! WHEN DO THE TRUMPETS CHEER!?!

It's mega creepy but I kinda like it because I mean - bone! Hmm there is actually no reasoning behind it but bone! Oh! That is so awesome! Where are you going to apply?! How do you do it? Can I come visit you?! OH THIS IS SO EXCITING!!!

I don't know why I'm getting my licence, I don't go anywhere, whats the point? CJ is so my girlfriend, I can't wait to see the rest of S3. *is all excited*

No you are the best Twinness ever!

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