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I love you guys so hard. Thanks for everything yesterday with my uh kinda-sorta, semi, really small breakdown

So last night was kind of a low for me - after that post was made I chucked a major tantrum - like throwing books across my room, swearing and slamming doors tantrum - very worthy of a 2 year old. Amazingly I didn't wake anyone else up in the house - even though I have no door to my room and it was 2 in the morning. Good news is that my computer is semi-fixed, I can use it but I'm a bit hesitant to put any strain on it until I can wipe the hard disk and reprogram it again, I have everything backed-up, I'm not going to lose anything but I will have a nice, semi-new shiny computer that actually works! But that won't happen for a couple of weeks - that means icons might be a bit scarce for a while.

Tonight a couple of Kenyan women come over for dinner - mum had meet them while gardening out the front and they wanted to meet me, I got a heap of awesome advice and an offer to stay with Minnie's family in the highlands of Kenya - it would be awesome to do so. They also gave me a kickarse necklace, as seen below (I so was a game show hostess in my previous life), and Lillie and Dad got into a discussion with them about the effect of the expansion of the British empire. It was fun all round, and in a couple of weeks we're going down the street to their place for traditional African food, should be very, very yum.

Oh! I passed the first of the two tests you need to get my license, oh yay, I don't know who's idea it was to encourage me to drive - I despise it with passion. I hate having that kind of responsibility over a vehicle I feel is just inside my control - plus I am so going to end up the driver for ALL my friends - none of them are really even thinking of getting their license.

On Monday I get my exams results back, nearly only four days. I'm so freaking out - what happens if I can't get the score I want to get into the course I want and then I end up having to apply for a job a Maccas - which won't take me anyway because by then I'll be too old and living off the dole - and I'll never achieve my plan for world ~~domination~~ peace!! /hysterical

Oh and thanks LJ for the sending of the comments you didn't send before - two weeks late.

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The necklace is so nice & that sounds super cool :)

Driving *blech* but is seems to be necessary!

Good luck with your exam results & remember to breathe and centre yourself [/end channelling side-kick]

And yes tis wonderful getting the messages from two weeks ago isnt it?

I love the necklace, its so pretty... though I think its made out of bones, which is a little weird but... the pretty!

I hate driving, and I have a driving lesson in an hour and its so annoying and irriating and just so damn nessecrary! We should like learn to fly or something!

I'm so trying to breathe right now but I'm still kinda freaking out - this time on Monday I'll either be on top of the moon or like trying to cover myself in mud to hide my grief!

I keeping getting them and I get confused - I'm all like 'Didn't I already answer these?!' and then I got and be more confused. shutup I just woke up... I'm all mashmallow brained.

The pretty always outways any ick factor :)

Hope your driving lessons goes/went well! Yes we so should learn to fly much easier! bwhahahaa

You'll be fine breathe relax and just say that you did your best which is what you did right? and then get angry at the hard markers or something?

Yes tis scaring me slightly too marshmallowed brained in the morning too!