left in the middle

I'm having a serious case of middle sister syndrome at the moment - amongst other things - I feel out of the loop and left behind, like everything is blurred and I can't quiet see and I can't quiet understand everything that is happening around me - I'm sure is a symptom of too much stress due to approaching exams but it doesn't make the feeling go away.

I think that feeling is one of the reasons I'm struggling to make icons at the moment - well that and the fact that I'm hardly near my computer ever now, stupid schoolwork guilt. On the weekend I plan on sticking in my Hamlet CD (yes I am a nerd - Hamlet on talking tape is COOL okay!) and trying to make some icons - or maybe creating an icon journal - the cards are still up in the air about that. Besides from that activity I have a bunch of reading to do - mostly Classics stuff, I'm going to try and read the Odyssey for the second time this week - even though I hate Odysseus with a fiery, fiery passion. You can see I'm going to have a fun filled weekend.

I'm going back to bed.